KiranK786's Journal

:@ Sat, 22 May, 2010 06:51:41 GMT
its a staurday.:)
Lyfz not goin gud atm...NOT atall everyfins fucked up....my lyf everyfin....
some tymz i wish i wernt even born.
Tbh i never had or seen REAL happyness.....nd thats truth
bin 4days sinse iaint seen or sopken to jermiane. well i did on msn that was lyk couple of sentences :(!
left skwl on thursday he didnt even cum so culdnt c him there either....
i realy dont get lyf man...wen we get used to sumit.....its has to be taken asway from us just lyk jermaine has :(:@
after june 11 im never gna c jermaine agen..his nd my lyfs gna go on lyk we never new each either....thinkin bout this makes me cry `:(
All the good tyms we had in vocational nd over the fne there never gna cum bck...his gna forget me i need to forget him......nd all the tyms we had otherwise i wont be able to move on....:(

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2.10.305 Wed, 31 Mar, 2010 11:35:11 GMT
Thank You Allah Today went all good :D....
hmmm well had a photo taken year one nd single one. Ermmm ithink myn cam out oryt not that bad ifink....
After ifinished my photo iwent bck to I.T but isin jermaine nd rugina walkin together..:( buh anyway went in It...showed mr minas my photo nd then iwas boutto sit dwn next to mariam nd them lot Jermaine called me he goes oi kiran let me see your picture so iwent to him...nd isin his nd he sin myn.
Isat nxt to him all leason it was good..:D
He hurt my hand doh :( buh owell atleast i was chattint to him nd sat nxt to him cuz iwnt c him for 2 weeks cuz of the easter holidays :(..gonner miss doh man :(
Inshallah he will phone me....on saturdau or sumit...plz Allah if he does dnt let me get cought plz Allah

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jermaine 6.12 Sun, 21 Mar, 2010 11:21:03 GMT
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
u ok
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
yep
u
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
yhyh
wa u doin
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
c/w
wbu
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
jus cum out da bath gettin reddi
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
were u goin?
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
dno yet
y
u wna c me
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
y u gettin readi if u dnt no were u goin....nd yh ido
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
well u carnt lol
na i might jus go my cuzes
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
lool hahaha ur soo sad
nd okais
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
y am i
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
how many tyms have i tld u not to ask me questions
ahaha
lmao
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
lol
jermainee
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
yh
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
im goin pakistan in june lol
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
yh
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
yep
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
4 hw long
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
2months
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
ur dum
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
y
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
wat bou skool
u gonna fail
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
na my last exam`s on june the 11th nd then no mre skwl
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
oki doki
hope u enjoy it
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
aww iwill
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
gdgd
oi
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
wa
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
wats popin
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
oi uno igot a name ..nd nuffins popin
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol coooooolll
kiran k
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
u styl got it wrong
its kiran nisa khan lol
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
loll
ajjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
OI
gess wa
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
wa
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
u smell
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol
u smell
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
no lol ur the smelly 1
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
ummmm i no i smell so nice dnt i
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
if u call that nyc...u must b lost
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol well it had u atracted 2 me
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
lol..hu tld u that silly information
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol
lol
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:

Play/stop Save as
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
Oooooo
y do ya listen to sad tracks 4
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
der sik dats y
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
lol if you so
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
u dnt no bou music
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
idnt uno..do ya wna learn me ahaha
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol
u nt redi
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
readi..?? lool y do ya need to be readi to learn bout music
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
shallap wa u doin
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
lool its shut up..not shallap wat planet u on mate
on fb
wat u doin
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol cheeky me im eatin a easter egg
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
its not easter yet doh..tld ur lost ;
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
so
eat 1 nw eat 1 den
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
udnt eat 1 u eat loads nd loads nd loads then
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
jermaine hu sings the song that u sent
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol y
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
cuz iwnt it thats y
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
i send it u 2 mimns
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
okais
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** sends:



You have failed to receive file "01 Jhona2.m4a" from *****JeRmAiNe DaSs*****.

*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
i fort u wnted da tune
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
idid but i accidently canceled it
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
shall i send it agen
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
yep
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** sends:



You have failed to receive file "01 Jhona2.m4a" from *****JeRmAiNe DaSs*****.

*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
um u was cusinme for listen2 slow songs nw u wanna listen
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
it gets cancelled
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** sends:

Open(Alt+P)
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
nd lol i wasnt cussin ya i was jst askin ya y u listen to ermm durrr
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
dat was da rong 1
dis da right1
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
okais

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17th march wednesday Wed, 17 Mar, 2010 15:24:25 GMT
went skwl lyk normal went oryt was abit high in the last lesson doh it was IT nd jermiane was there. Anyway today iwalked past jermaine nd iherd him say fuckin nosy cunts nd me nd kuljit thoght he was sayin it to us. BUT THANKYOU Allah he wasnt. thank you so much. These couple off weeks havent bin the same cuz istoped talkin to jermaine nd he stoped talkin to me nd skwl went borin nd i guess it still will be shyt....nothings eva changed for me..so why shuld it now ini Allah:(.
Anyway i came on msn nd this is wat me nd jermaine chatted about: ¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
fuckin nosy cunts
hu was u sayin that 2
?
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
wa u ona bou
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
iwalked infront of ya n u sed fuckin nosy cunts
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol oh na wernt sayin it 2 u lot
i ses nosey cunt dats wa i call husnain
n i was callin him
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
k
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
why am i gonna jus kik up a fus wiv u over nuffin
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
cuz `husnain` wants ya 2
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol look wats happend happend i nuffin 2 argu about wiv u all da arguments a dun kiran yh ppl want me 2 but i controll wa i do nt any 1 else
jus chilllll g lol
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
ppl want alot of fings to happen....nd yeh jus for get it
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
kirannnnnnnnnn
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
wa
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
wat do u mean ppl want alot of fings 2 happen
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
nufin fuck it
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
go on tell
me
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
for get it...theres nuffin to tell ya
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
wat do u want 2 happen
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
iwasnt talkin bout myself
nd wat do u care anyway
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
jus tell me
kya bol ni heh
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
how can i tell ya sumit..wen iaint got enifin 2 say
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
ok den kiran
hey kiran
hey kiran
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
jermaine wat r u on...cuz wen ur off it ur gna be lyk y am i talkin 2 her
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
yo kiran
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
yh
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
nice picture
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
ur so random
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
y
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
wats up with all the questions today jermaine
nd jus u r
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol carnt i ask u a couple of question uve asked me 100000 n u repeat dem
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
ineva sed u carnt....lool no idnt iaint asked u nufin 2day except for that `nosy cunt` thing

*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
im ona bout previously
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
that was lyk ages agoo
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
stil u never used 2 stop
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
well nw ihave ini..so u shuld be happy
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
its a mirical
ur so loud in lesson y
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
dnt no...iaint that loud
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
pshh wana bet lol ur fukin loud exspecial 2 day
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
iwas only loud today cuz i had a spliff hahaha
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
ur stupid u are
shudnt do da shit
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
u shuldnt drink buh u styl do
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
buds worsa
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
k lol thnkx 4 lettin me knw
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
na reali u shudnt
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
k..u just tld me that
u gna go nd tell ricky tawana that nw
lyk u tld him bout the drinks
lool
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol u was goin onlike da was sum secrect
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
hu me ? wat u goin on bout ....nd well in holly lodge apparnently if a MUSLIM GIRL drinks shes a slag
so u expect me to open my mouth nd go round tellin ppl
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
i didnt sayin u wanted it i ses kulijit wanted it
its tiwana hus he gonna tell
n like muslims dnt drink any
most of um do
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
oh did ya...well for ur information he told samoud thats what kuljit sed soo idnt no.....
nd half of erm do not most of erm
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
gettin cheeky u are aint ya
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
it aint called cheeky its called tellin the truth
u shuld try it
lool
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol
wa am i lien abou
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
nufin i just felt lyk rytin that....cuz it was funny
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol lol k
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:

*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
stop winkin cuz u dnt no hw 2 do it
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
yh thats y im using those...common sense jermaine
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lol
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
lol
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
wats funni
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
wats funni
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
dnt even start copyin me
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
dnt even start copyin me
cuz im a don
lool
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
,lol
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
wats funni
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
nt tellin u
kiran say aja
kiran say aja
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
awww jermaine used to say that ini
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says: firend up thumb

[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
freind dwn thumb

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argue ment agen Tue, 02 Mar, 2010 11:36:04 GMT
]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
andd jermaine gseee.... Yu minnor.. nd dat he dnt tlk 2 Yu.. and.. he dnt like Yu!.. and tha Yu’re Waste of time
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
wa u ona bou
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
thats what u bin sayin in vocational apparently
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
ive been sayin wa
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
Yu minnor.. nd dat he dnt tlk 2 Yu.. and.. he dnt like Yu!.. and tha Yu’re Waste of time

that ^^^^^^^^^^
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
loln hu ses da gurdeep
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
yes
instead of tellin people why dont u just say it too me
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
cuz she asked me bout u
n i didnt say all da
husnain goes 2 me piss her off aka u i goes im nt perfetic y am i gonna do da its a waste of time
so get ur fukin facts rite
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
oh well SORRY
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
gurdeep ima fukin cus da bitch
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
wats the point....people shit stir you cant stop all of urm
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
wanna bet
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
fuck erm
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
no fuk u lot them and hu ever cuz u all low life cunts
[¢¾]....Kiran....![¢¾] says:
low lifes ? aha wateva man idont wna argue soo u just carry on
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
lloll k

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argument Mon, 01 Mar, 2010 09:57:55 GMT
**JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
i aint tellin u shit n u tellin m
ppl i love u
Kiran.*Giving Up On Someone Doesnt Mean You Dont Love Them Anymore, It Means You’ve Decided To Accept It Just Wasnt Meant To Be*¢¾ says:
omdz man jermaine wtf is rong with ya.....iaint bin tellin people nuffin
nd if u wna believe them carry on
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
i will do
Kiran.*Giving Up On Someone Doesnt Mean You Dont Love Them Anymore, It Means You’ve Decided To Accept It Just Wasnt Meant To Be*¢¾ says:
nd the people that have bin tellin u that shyt do i chill with erm
*****JeRmAiNe DaSs***** says:
i aint say nuffin
Kiran.*Giving Up On Someone Doesnt Mean You Dont Love Them Anymore, It Means You’ve Decided To Accept It Just Wasnt Meant To Be*¢¾ says:
y u bein lyk that 4....iaint gona say enifin 2 erm...ijus wna no hu tld ya



icryed nd styl am....ididn

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everything finished Wed, 24 Feb, 2010 14:45:20 GMT
everything finished !
always arguing...the times we laughed...the times he made me cry...the times wen he touched my face...wen he told me to kiss him..wen he used to wink at me...smile at me !

everthing chaned in these past weeks. me and jermaine started to argure and swear at each other. We always use to end the convo arguing then one of us ended up cutting the line of! well me nd jermaine were neva ment 2 be any?! I LOVED HIM DOH ND STYL DO..buh he just dno no that.
he was with rugina yday afta school walking somewhere with her.....:( weneva i c him talkin 2 her i start to cry..cuz his never like that with me neva ! even tho i love him he jus dont care. and when we had an argument he sed to kuljit wat eva he does is nne of myn nd her fuckin buisness. can u believe that..thats wat he sed to kuljit.
icryed soooo much that day....cuz i new ilost him forever now nd uno wat i have. today i asked him if i shuld take him out of my voda fam nd he sed yhyh...:( c he neva like me or love me..nd i was jus silly to think that he did....he only used to phone me wenva he didnt have any1 else to fne.
iremember wen he foned me frm inida awwwwww i was sooo happy that day....those days are neva eva eva gone cu back. im gona miss jermaine sooo much. idnt no wat im gna do without him in my lyf.igot used to him. nd his sooo far away that icnt talk 2 him nomore cuz of wat ised nd dun. ihurt him nd imade him angry...buh if you think about it look at all the things he sed to nd dun. im the one thats always bin cryin nd dying inside not him.
i love him soo much Allah. what am i goner do without him..iwont be able to live. ineed him Allah plz bring him back plz

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jd Thu, 10 Dec, 2009 10:23:50 GMT
aw he went 2 sleep on the fne on fday!
his going far nd far away frrm me...we were txtin each other that day nd i asked him if he cared bout me nd he sed yh buh as a m8e........all my dreams gt shattered nd i was so dumb 2 think that he lyked me nd luved y allah y!
now im cryin my eyes out wat is the point of me luvin sum1 dat dnt even wna no me........shall i tell u y.......ITZ CUZ IM FUCKIN UGLY

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jd Thu, 26 Nov, 2009 15:12:53 GMT
went 2 holly opening evening n jd was dere wive his mates....we hd dun uh at da end husnain send da jermaine lyked ma sista and den i sed FUCK YOU N SUCK UR Mum n went crying hme......and afta dat he dnt chat2 me properly
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jd Mon, 16 Nov, 2009 14:43:54 GMT
jermaine fned me afta ages on a sday....i was so happy i went mad. he was soo sweet to me he tld me dt he oved me n dat he wants to marry me so he can wake up nxt 2 me and kiss me n turn ova n tel me dat he luvz me..i was ment 4 gt him buh allah i cnt i luv jermaine lyk md, i dnt no wat im gna do wnt we all leave in may...im gna dy allah..buh i trust allah and ino he will help me n work sumit out 4 me. so wen we finished tlkin on sday i added him bck 2 my voda..n den he fne me at 10.47 am and i was y styl in bed n he sed GET UP MAN aww i fet sooo gd man kusmeh...i was on bebo lyk couple of minz ago n i think jermaine and jeessica ave broken up, cuz her mates lyk JUS MOVE on n dat...i feel bad cuz i dnt wna break sum1z relationship up...buh wen i think bout it i no dat i luv him n wnt him, anyways i chated 2 him yday lyk 4 38.min i think...aww man i luv him....gt voctional 2mro only gna go 4 lyk couple of minz cuz we gt cooking n i dnt wna do it ini sooo me n jaana r gna go later owell....WEN i think bout jermaine i remember all the things he sed 2 me ove the fne lyk the tym wen HE TLD ME HE LUVED ME, N DAT HE HAD 2 TELL ME AND DAT WERE GNA GET MARREIED AND WEN I ASKED HIM IF HE UVZ HIZ GIRL HE SED NO I LUV U !! soo allah wat does all dat mean..does it mean his tellin da truth or does it mean his with me only cuz he aint gt anythin else....i asked him y do u tlk 2 me and he sed cuz i wna c u smile...i lyk seeing u happy and smile awwww i do luv mre den myself x x x
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